i know i'm not supposed to be asking this but, sometimes, curiosity brings me to places i don't want to go, and it's not like I can control it. Okay, maybe I can. But still. Like checking lex's twitter 24/7 can make myself feel so much better.
"oh! Everything's better!"He said with a smile. Been a while."Not perfect. You skipped a lot, hun."still smiling.
"hey, i got tired of asking cause no one tells me anything," replied with a smile. Fake one. He laughed."Or, it could be that you're always so busy."
His smile is starting to annoy me.
"Less likely."
"Well going to HongKong and not telling me is sort of big news."
I thought we went over this.
"I wish i went to hongkong, i went somewhere Really close to hongkong."
He's still smiling.
"Have fun?"
"yea sure, just take out the parts where I was sick and dizzy. Then threw up 3 times on the plane. other than that, great times !"
Hope he senses my sarcasm.
"That's great!"
There's the smile again.
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Does he not understand?
He should've known the second I told him about me not allowed in the whole dating thing that there are gonna be things like this happening always. He can't blame me.
To be honest, Sarah made me realize. How different we are from each other, and I knew from the beginning that he's not the one. But I tried, to make him the one.
What am I doing?
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what's this now? Jealousy? It can't be. It shouldn't be. Maybe it's just the thought that he still like her amazes me. A little too long, and too faithful. Things have gotten complicated. Things that I can't catch up on in one night. Sleep over time? It's hard to keep up when no one tells me anything. Got tired of asking. Felt nosy. Felt like I was budding into their business. some place where I don't belong. Never have. Probably never will.
nights
veewang
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