crying . ; end of 2010

This year had been the craziest year I've had so far in Canada.

So many things happened, ups and downs. 

又哭又笑、

made so many new friends, 

some stayed some left .

Thinking back, there were so many stupid things, and so many good memories. 

beginning of this year : 

I was still dating "mango" . That was ... I don't know what to say bout it. But I'm glad I met him. Sort of, he brought a lot of joy into my life but yet so many pains. Right now, the relationship we share is even more complicated and painful than anything I had ever experienced with a friend. Not just him, Michelle and Sarah too. 

Michelle, I don't know her last name ; I don't know how she look like ; I don't know how tall she is ; I don't know a lot of things about her. Why? Cause I have never met her in my life. We only talked on msn, that's it , but I felt so close with her. But now , lol the things she say really do kill me. 

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这位小姐 、 把我弄哭了 ):

写了这么感动的东西在她的blog上、 

读了她的blog之后、很多以前在马来西亚的记忆都在脑海你像一部电影一样浮现，

good or bad, they're all precious memories to me . 

我真的很想念在马来西亚的每一个朋友，想到快疯了。

很开心在这3年来都有跟你联络！ ：）

很感谢你们让我在马来西亚留了这么多美好的时光，

还记得在我离开之前、你们都到我家来了。家里真的爆满哦 :O 不过很高兴你们都来了，

believe it or not, i'm crying while writing this blog right now. 

cause i miss you all so much !

especially, yuan ru and mei shuang <3 你们是我最好的朋友、虽然现在因为时差的关系我们都很少聊了、不过没关系、留言就好啦 （Y）！ XD

不知道还要写什么、因为我对 你们的想念和爱cannot be put in words. Because I love you that much <3 

如果有天想来加拿大度假的话、随时欢迎！我当你们的导游 ;) 劝你夏天来 ！冬天也行啦、带你们去滑雪 :) 

我快疯了！好想你们。越写越想哭 。。

don't know what it would be like if i never came to canada :O

Because we're friends and practically sisters, we stick together until the end <3 i love you !

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我记得今年marchbreak 好像、 我跟他聊了。 聊的很开、但是later, 我其实不知道他说的话那句是真的、那句是假的。也许他所说的一切只是想哄我开心。 也许吧 ... 以前有喜欢过他 但是以前的我知道我几乎一点机会都没有 所以从来没想过跟他说’我喜欢你‘  算了吧。 at least, He made me feel special for a week or so, 那段时间、很开心， 你让我天天在学校都挂这张开心的笑脸， not the fake ones i wear now. but real, 很真 很开心的微笑过。 不过现在、We drifted apart. you have a girlfriend, i think. & I have a boyfriend. Happily ever after? 

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Summer , that was some horrible time i had to go through if we're talking about [mango] , :\   我们差一点又开始交往了、那时候已经分手了大概6个月了。不过开学之后，不知道发生什么事、他忽然不理我。 我们也就慢慢的疏远了。他对michelle说、他对我有感觉【那时候】但是我跟他都明白、如果我们真的又在一起 我们之间会有很多问题。 他和我都在不同学校、所以很难见到对方。 而且见面地方又只有教会、 会很麻烦， 很多问题。 

watching [Suite life on deck] <3 :) 

End here tonight ,

veewang