Over thinking much ?

it's officially Sunday morning .
12: 22 am. 


whatta tiring and long day. 
8 30 - 12 30 : chinese class 
1 - 5 55 - kristine's house   , simms (A) 
then , 6 - 10pm , spent it at school for the drama play . last presentation ! :O 
man i was falling asleep .


then went to macdonal and got home at bout 11 oclock .
lol , sigh. 


Recently I've been thinking about , how to be a good girlfriend o_o 
I don't know why , but there really is a reason to think through it .
I mean, what does a girlfriend do? 
I feel like, i'm always the one making the first move .
Well , sorta.  I hold his hands first at most times , um . 
and other stuff, when i look at S&A
I don't see myself like them. 
so close , and looks like they can talk just about anything ,
and when i see alex and i , it's sort of ... weird .
Like , out of place.  I don't know , maybe i'm just over thinking :\


I always over think about things . Homework or relationships .
I think about ' what ifs ' all the time .
and always makes myself cry in the end, cause everything always leads back to dad. 


Omg, here i go again .
Over thinking. 
now, i think about how shy and embarassed i get when i'm around alex D: 
and , how i don't think i suit him at all .
kind of a dream to have him be my boyfriend .
Wondering how long we could last .
how long I can have him .


how things are going to end in the end ... 

Sometimes in fairy tales, there are exception to things.

end here . 

veewang